Surrender

God is so good! this is such an omonious time in my life because i have very little insight into the next step of journey. i have been given so much. i feel like my brain has downloaded with a huge amount of information. my purpose is to love God and loving God means so many things. God has blessed me with a large amount of peace during this time of desicion and transition. He always takes such good care of me. i feel so loved. i am loved by God.

i feel like a web is being created around me. lately God has been showing me how all of my gifts work together. i by no means have all the anwsers but i’m getting small glimpses into a larger plan. everything is so intricate and so personal. we went to the florida healing revival and just came back about a week ago. one of my favorite nights was a thrusday night when todd told everyone that God wanted to annoint His people Himself. i was floored. God wanted to annoint me Himself. todd asked if it was okay. i was like heck yah! it was such as personal night and God’s glory was so real to me. this is what i’m seeking after. a personal God. intimacy with the father is my number one. everything else pales in comparsion. God feels the same way about me. bob jones was at the revival last night and he talked about something that really spoke to me. back in the time of moses. God talked to His people, the isrealites, but they were too afraid and they told moses that they didn’t want to talk to God. they asked moses to be the middle-man. God’s heart was broken because His people didn’t want to talk to Him. He honored there request though. now a time is coming where God is going to speak to His people again. and i can’t wait.

 i want to know God so deeply. i want to be His friend, His lover, His daughter. I love Him so much and out of this relationship that i am building with Him He will put everything into place for my life. it’s so wonderful that He loves us so much. what an amazing gift

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