The Boat Moves :)
how can you have so much vision but still feel like there is no direction? i feel like i’m moving forward and being propelled out into my destiny, fast. the only problem is that i don’t feel like i’ve caught up. i don’t feel like i’m at the spiritual level that i need to be at to start embarking on this amazing journey called destiny. am i ready?
God never gives us anything that we can’t handle. i have to trust Him and i know that i am(or i wouldn’t be staying here) , but five million thoughts go through my head each and every day. i feel like i’m banging my head against a brick wall over and over again hoping that i break through each time that i try. i just don’t know why i feel this way. i feel like i’m waiting for something to happen. right now it’s me and Jesus out at sea. if it was bible times i’d be sitting next to peter.
everything seems like it’s a big mess and the waves are crashing all around the boat, but i know that Jesus can clam the waves. it’s so good to actually know God’s character because it changes your perspective on life. God is directing every step that i take and if i’m living outside of His perfect will He will let me know. how can anything be bad? it can’t. because my Jesus loves me.
Home sweet home
Tyler and I are home for a friend’s wedding and it’s been so good to be able to see everyone. At our small group last Friday, my friend Sunny (the leader of the small group) asked us to impart the fire into them. They wanted whatever we had! So tyler and I prayed over everyone, imparted into them and prophesied over them too. It was amazing. I definitely felt the difference between being in the anointing and stepping out of it. I’ve been on fire and i’ve been telling everyone about the healings and what God’s doing in FL. I went to a nail salon with Sunny yesterday and we began to tell this lady about the miracles and she couldn’t believe that the dead were being raised!! It was really funny to watch her reaction…so anyway Sunny told her all about it and it turns out that she has satellite so she can get GodTV!!! She said she’d check it out!!!
Omaha is hungry for God. I was interceding for Omaha the other day and I really feel like God is raising up a mighty army here. I’m really excited for it!!! I wish we could impart into people at Church tomorrow!! That would be amazing, but one step at a time, God is slowly taking over our church. I’m really excited to see what’s gonna happen!
Lucrece
Filed under Lucrece | Comments (18)It’s a new season, it’s a new day :)
So everything feels like it’s changed ever since I’ve been to the revival. The weirdest thing is that being in the revival didn’t really do much for me. God’s presence was amazing, don’t get me wrong, I mean at times I felt the actual weight of the presence of God on my shoulders…so much so that it hurt. Incredible things are happening in FL. What I mean by my earlier statement is that I found myself crying out for more than just seeing miracles. I’ve wanted to see miracles for a long time now. I didn’t want to just be content with praying for people, I wanted to see the stuff!!! And here I end up in FL and people got out of wheelchairs, took off their oxygen tanks, lumps disappeared, scars disappeared, 9 people so far have been raised from the dead! So God is moving!!! and it’s all because of the people’s hunger and because of his grace.
So anyway, here I was at revival you know? This is the 3rd wave of God’s mighty move and all this and I have no desire to do anything but to be at the feet of Jesus! Man, it was really hard being in such an amazing environment and yet at the same time feeling really not much…
But after we got back, I feel like i’ve been falling in love with Jesus all over again. I mean i’ve been longing for God like I’ve never longed for him before and it’s been amazing! I’m excited for this next season!!!
Lucrece
Filed under Lucrece | Comments (13)what a week!!
So we are coming home for a week! it is a well needed week home. We again went back to Florida with different expectations this time. the biggest thing that us as interns relized that we not fueled by miricles signs and wonders it is a start, but throughout the week i relized that my heart was longing for more, i found myself crying out for the holy spirit. That is my hearts desire to walk with and talk with the holy spirit. i then realized that my first calling as a son of God is to be a lover, a lover and nothing else, b/c out of this place of intimacy come extravagant act of love for other people, just because i first fell in love with my king. and out of that place of love come compassion for other hurting people, and that compasion brings healing, you always saw jesus heal out of compassion for the people, and all this come out of a reckless abandonment for Jesus. my heart is intimacy, and out of that place come a desire to see the church restored, to see the church take back which was stolen from them..
Filed under Tyler | Comments (16)Surrender
God is so good! this is such an omonious time in my life because i have very little insight into the next step of journey. i have been given so much. i feel like my brain has downloaded with a huge amount of information. my purpose is to love God and loving God means so many things. God has blessed me with a large amount of peace during this time of desicion and transition. He always takes such good care of me. i feel so loved. i am loved by God.
i feel like a web is being created around me. lately God has been showing me how all of my gifts work together. i by no means have all the anwsers but i’m getting small glimpses into a larger plan. everything is so intricate and so personal. we went to the florida healing revival and just came back about a week ago. one of my favorite nights was a thrusday night when todd told everyone that God wanted to annoint His people Himself. i was floored. God wanted to annoint me Himself. todd asked if it was okay. i was like heck yah! it was such as personal night and God’s glory was so real to me. this is what i’m seeking after. a personal God. intimacy with the father is my number one. everything else pales in comparsion. God feels the same way about me. bob jones was at the revival last night and he talked about something that really spoke to me. back in the time of moses. God talked to His people, the isrealites, but they were too afraid and they told moses that they didn’t want to talk to God. they asked moses to be the middle-man. God’s heart was broken because His people didn’t want to talk to Him. He honored there request though. now a time is coming where God is going to speak to His people again. and i can’t wait.
i want to know God so deeply. i want to be His friend, His lover, His daughter. I love Him so much and out of this relationship that i am building with Him He will put everything into place for my life. it’s so wonderful that He loves us so much. what an amazing gift 