Taking a Rest
This week has been very different. The wear and tear of taking online classes is beginning to set in and tolerance is diminishing. Its been sort of tough not to worry about certain things and trust that things will be worked out as they should. Sleep has been at a loss and my body(especially the back) is full of knots. I really want to be 100% relaxed. The other day I was just talking to God and asking Him to hold me in His arms. I finally went into a very restful two hour long nap. I think my goal, until I actually finally get, is to trust more and just rest.
Filed under hannah marie | Comments (12)Happy Times!!!!
I have been so happy lately!!! Even if at time it seem like I should’nt be. One day I was mad and was talking to Kateland, but I was still smiling and it was really funny. Its like the problems in life are so small and fixable that why not be happy as if they really are taken care of ya know? Sometimes when you are in accelerated growth you just have to make yourslf push through and know its okay if I mess up again. I just dont need to dwell on all the wrong because that slows things down and makes the whole situation worse and pushes me away from what God thinks about it all. Its alot easier when you just think about living the day with God. I heard the greatest thing in a movie today…the first line was “If you wanna make God laugh, tell Him your plans.” Its so stinkin’ true!!!!!! My thoughts for my life and for after this internship are probably cracking God up!lol! So I just tell Him okay then and I dont know, but here are some ideas just in case you need them ;) Life is so much easier when we get past ourselves. I mean I do love myself; the self that God is helping me to be and what I am becoming. The icky stuff is eventually just going to get breezed right on over to the side. So until then be happy and be happy when it is gone.
Filed under hannah marie | Comments (410)Okay…Dokey
Well this week was fun! We had Michigan guest and a huge dance party. It was the best thing ever btw. And then we made cake and pizza and all that fun sort of stuff. Anyways being here the past month hasnt really hit me yet. Im pretty sure I dont feel like Im away from home yet. Im kinda at the point on like i need to make a move now…things are going to start to pile up like payments and Im taking online classes. I feel like God is letting me get the hype out of my system (not that im really a highstrung person) but the settling into a new place. I have experienced God on a great level but i really just want to hear His heart really bad. I rather know Him than just see His works. Im learning to listen to God through my giftings. So yeah im just waiting for the next step but at the same time pursuing my dreams.
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